met a lot of new people in the past few months... most of them are wickedly cool!!!  had a blast hanging out with the boys last night... it was kenny's going away  party.....hopefully you'll be back kenny G!!!! got my first traffic ticket last night too.... major bummer! oh well one minor thing but florida hear i come!!!!!!!!! ;)

9-27-04

New season and lots of changes in my life.... thanks for all your support you guys.... i don't know how i would have made it without you.  Thanks for all the prayers.... thanks to old and new friends... thanks for making this trying time not too depressing.  Massive thank you to you all!!!

7-18-04

Thing are going well for the most part.... of course you can't have it all..... like my cancelled trip to cali...... but my dad is doing better and i'm gonna see him soon...;)  I'm thankful for a lot of things this summer, new friends and  old ones that are still there.  Thank you ethan, hung, jesse, pq, charlie, kenny and donis for making this summer really fun!!! i'm looking forward to our next night out!!!  Oh yeah and a speacial thanks to petey for sending me that sugababes stuff! hehehe you know i love my babes hehehe.   And to that one person that's making me smile lately.... thanks.... you have been a ray of sunshine.... even when you're trying to torture me!!! hehehe

6-16-04

I would like to thank many people for sticking with me throughout the rough waters.  I'm grateful to  the many special people i've met recently too that accepted me for who i am and was/is there for me.  I have to send a massive thank you to the Cheeks! You guys are awesome! I'm glad God brought you folks to me.  You sure bring a smile to my face CC.  And a shout out to Charlie!  You are cool dude! Had a blast hanging out with ya! And special pat in the back for Jesse and PQ, thanks for always listening to my whines hehehe.  I got your back too! hehehe

5-03-04

It's nice to focus on yourself once in a while, i haven't done that for almost a year.  Not to be totally selfish but just to reorganize my life.  Find unanswered questions.  I haven't abandoned those who are important to me.  I still care about everybody's well being.  I just did a little soul searching, figuring out my needs and wants.  And big chunck of that is enjoying life while i help out those in need.  It makes me feel good  being able to do something productive with my life.  Take care my friends.

On a much lighter note... congratulations TuTu and Luz... proud of you girls!  Lookin forward this week Asif! Oh and a massive thank you to you George and Jesse, you made this transition period a very happy and memorable one!  And a special shout out to PQ.....i really enjoy the poetry.... compile them dude and sell it someday... you are one talented flip by association! hehehehe

LATER DAYS!!!!!!!

4-19-04

back from my vacation! had loads of fun but now i need a vacation from my vacation! hehehe lets see we traveled aroung Rhode Island, Massachussets, New Hampshire, Maine and Canada (New Brunswick).  So much stuff to absorb but well i really like Boston! Hello shopping! Hello CHINKY TOWN! hehehehe any way a few new pics on page 3 party people!

4-08-04

meet a lot of nice and cute people lately too bad majority are taken... hehehe time for some fun!  he he he by the way you're the mary ok?! hehehehe

3-21-04

it's been over a month.... i'm still holding on ok.... here comes spring and with it, new life..... i'm really looking forward to seeing my cousins and some friends after easter... i so need a vacation... salem here i come! and hopefully i will find somebody to go with me to the triple threat concert.... if not well i'll just blow it on shopping i guess hehehe i'll be updating pics here soon after my vacation so stay tuned hehehe

take care my peeps! my thoughts are with you all!

2-28-04

I've had some changes in my life, a series of endings and beginnings.  But you have been there to help pick up the pieces.

There are times that i don't know quite know where i'm going or how i'm going to get there, but you give me courage and strength to move on ahead.  So with that i'm forever grateful.  I know it wasnt the ending that we had hoped for  but the good thing is that we are still there for each other. 

I would also like to thank everybody who listened and was there when i was really down.  I'm so thankful to have you... you know who you are...... many thanks....

by the way for those who haven't seen The Passion of Christ, go watch it! it's a really great movie!

2-23-04

after 7 months of what felt like heaven, as they say all things must come to and end.....and so did a love that i thought was gonna outlast all love.... i guess it was my arrogance, my impatience, whatever caused it, it's over now..... i'm just so filled with mixed emotions right now that i'm so distracted.  The only consulation is that i just recectly got a promotion so that keeps me busy.... i don't intend to hit the singles bar anytime soon but new friends are welcome.  Anyway i'm glad that you are still there....not as a lover but as my bestfriend.... i don't blame you for anything... coz i know everything happens for a reason... i'm really thankful to have that great love for a while, coz even though it was only for 7 months... it was the most intense 7 months of my life...... and i'm happy that i shared that with you...thanks...

now remember this... i'm always gonna be here for you....

2-16-04

the best valentine weekend ever! my baby is so romantic! thanks for everything my love... i just wish we had more time.... thanks for the surprise and for your sacrifice to be with me on that special weekend..... i'm kinda nervous starting with my new job.. hopefully it will be ok and have fun on your cruise baby... i will miss you terribly but i know that its ok, coz its only a few days.... it will be a while till i see you again my love but you will always be on my mind and most especially in my heart! i love you.....

2-14-04

je veux seulement te dire que je suis en train

 de passer les plus beaux moments de ma vie a tes cotes de toi.

je prie Dieu tout le temps pour m'avoir donne

un si bel homme generauex et charmant.

mes meilleurs voeux et St-Valentin!

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it
does not boast, it is not

proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is
not easily angered, it keeps

no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but
rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes,
always perseveres.

2-8-04

valentine weekend is coming.... its confirmed i'm gonna be with my baby!!!and i can't wait !!!!!! i really miss you babu! I wanna be with you on our very first valentines day together....I love you!

1-24-04

my grandma passed away saturday morning at 7:45 am philippine time.... i ask everybody to spend a few moments to say a prayer for her soul... thank you and i send a special prayer to my baby's family.... i'm here baby.... by your side... everything will be alright... let us lift this all up the Lord up above..... take care my love....

1-21-04

i have done you wrong so many times my love and every time you forgive me.... thank you for doing that.... i am trying to correct a lot of my faults... i just wanna say... thanks for everything... for loving me, for forgiving me, and most of all for believing in our love....thank you

1-18-04

HAPPY 6 MONTHS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! It just went by really fast!!! i guess coz i'm having so much fun with you!!!! i'm so in love with you baby!!!! i really do miss you baby, but it's ok... in less than a month i will be back! you will be in my arms again.....take care my love and oh yeah good luck next week about everything especially the one for wednesday, i know everything is gonna be alright, remember always that i'm always gonna be with you, thank you so much for accepting my love six months ago....that was the best summer of my life so far and this has been the most enjoyable and most loving 6 months ever!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! from the bottom of my heart.....MUAH! MUAH! MUAH! ;) 

1-8-04

i have some good news, my grandma and my dad are doing much better with their recovery..... and my trip to see my baby is set..... i wish it would be sooner though............ i really do miss you a lot my love and i really wish you were here by my side....... i will always think of you...... i can't wait to see you again my babu! muah! take care of brownie ok? muah! i really do love you a lot! muah! i hope this message makes you smile my love coz this is just for you! muah! ;)

1-3-04

i sure do miss my baby.... its ok i'll see you soon baby! anyway there's new pics on hulagway 3.... it feels wierd being by myself again... but i'm not alone coz my baby's soul is always with me.....thank you my love.....here's to a great year coming ahead! muah! i love you so much!!! by the way good luck with the start of the new semester babu!!!!!!!! muah!!!!!

1-1-04

Happy New Year everyone!!! This is a great start to the brand new year! I welcomed the new year with my baby! I love you so much baby and i can't think of a better way of welcoming the new year! I'll be sad coz you have to go again but i will see you in a month.... take care always my love... i will try to be more patient and understanding.... I love you.... muah!

12-26-03

my christmas is bitter sweet this year... on one hand my baby is coming and on the other my grandma is very ill... so i ask everybody to pray for her... thanks.....

12-18-03

Happy 5 months babu!!!!!!!!!! hehehe and in less than ten days we will be together again! i'm so happy!!!!!!!! you have been my joy baby! i love you!!!! thank you for sharing your love with me! you're the best christmas present ever!!!!! 

12-11-03

my grandmother just had a mild heart attack... i ask to whoever reads this page to say a little prayer for her.... thanks......

12-10-03

CONGRATULATIONS BABU!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew you could do it! just 2 more and you are done this sem! i'm so proud of you baby! here's a kiss for good luck tomorrow... MMMMMMUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!  ;)

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

12-08-03

thanks to all of you who prayed for my dad.  The operation was a success. there's only a few tests left and then everything should be alright.  again thank you to all of you for all your support.  Thank you Lord of everything. 

oh yeah my baby is coming in 19 days! i'm so excited! i really miss you baby! i can't wait to be with you again..... i love you..... muah!  you really do make me happy and complete baby.... i'll be with you always babu! hehehehe muah!

12-05-03

there has been a change of scheadule for my dad's operation, it's gonna be on monday Dec. 8 2003.  i thank everybody who prayed for my dad... and i ask you to continue with the prayers for a successful operation and fast recovery...thanks to you all!!! and a special thank you to my baby for staying with me and comforting me throughout this ordeal....

in this trying times i would like to offer this simple prayer:

Our Father, who arth in Heaven, Hallowed beTthy name, Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day, our daily bread, and forgive us for our tresspasses as we forgive those who tresspass againsts us and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen

11-28-03

first of all i'd like to thank to everybody who prayed for my dad.... i actually need your prayers again... he's gonna get the operation on Dec. 6... i ask everybody to pray for the operation to be a success.   thank you very much....

on a much lighter note my baby is coming here for new years so i'm really looking forward to spending some quality time with my baby.  i know we have a lot of sacrifices to make our relationship work baby but all i can say is that you are the best gift that i'm getting this christmas.... i love you....

11-18-03

happy four months baby! it sure went by fast huh? but it sure was amazing and incredible to have you in my life, and for that i am so grateful!  I thank God for giving me such a precious gift and i will treasure you forever baby!   Though we are physically apart today, in my mind and in my heart you are with me always.....I love you honey, with all of my heart!!!

11-15-03

i still don't know what the results are for my dad's ordeal but thanks to everybody who prayed with me.... from me and my family thanks!

i would like to say a special thank you to my baby.... who stood by me on my dark moments... baby you are the one that best undestands me... thank you for your patience, for your care, for your forgiveness and for your love and at  many times thanks for setting me straight, coz a few times my focus and mind wanders off but you set me on track.... i thank you for trying to lift me up baby but sometimes i drag you down, and for that i am so sorry....     i don't know how i ended up with such a loving person like you but i am very happy to have you in my life..... thanks for taking care of me baby, thanks for the things that you do to make me get though a rough day.....        i appreciate everything that you do to me, i really do.... thanks for everything baby... thanks for loving me.... i will always be grateful for that... take care my love..............

11-12-03

11-06-03

i told you you could do it baby..... a little prayer can really help..... i'm so proud of you baby! i truly am happy to be with you! and we will make this relationship work..... i know it will take a lot of time and work but to me... it doesnt even matter because i enjoy every moment that i am with you.... i will always love you baby! just like we promised to each other....muah!

11-04-03

i'm so happy! my baby passed the exam! i knew you could do it! muah! thanks for being so understanding baby! MUAH! i love you! i can't wait to be with you again!

thought for the day:

"how wonderful life is now you're in the world"

11-01-03

i've been so exhausted lately... i need a recharge.... sometimes i wish everything was different.... but then when i think about it... everything happens for a reason.. some we might not like but in the end... you know that everything will work out ok......I love you baby!!! muah!

10-26-03

WELCOME HOME MY LOVE!!!!

10-25-03

life is so unfair! how can one person be so selfish.....i really don't know whats gonna happen but i hope you won't regret your decision.........

10-13-03

i just had the most amazing weekend and birthday in my life.... i spent it with the most special person in my life.....it was a great adventure.....i just wish we had more time together...... i love you baby! thanks for making my birthday very unforgettable and very special! thank you so much for the gift of love!!!

10-5-03

i'm so excited! in a week i'm gonna be with my baby! i can't wait to wake up next to you! i miss you so much!!!!!! i love you! muah!!!!

9-18-03

Happy 2 months baby!!!! i'm so in love with you! i can't believe God gave you to me! I love you so much!!! i just wish we could spend this special day together! but it's ok, i'm gonna see you soon!!!!!!

9-2-03

Good luck with starting school tommorow my love! i know you can handle it coz i know your a very smart person... take care of yourself.... i miss you.........

8-18-03

HAPPY 1 MONTH BABY!!!! YOU ARE GOD'S GIFT TO ME!!! THANK YOU FOR THE MOST AMAZING MONTH OF MY LIFE!!!

8-10-03

be home soon by frankie j is really nice.... thats me and my baby's song

7-29-03

just got back to see my baby........... i was so happy to hold my baby in my arms.... i didn't wanna let go... time was very limited... but that was the most exciting and amazing night of my life.... i was sad to see you leave but its ok, i will see you soon........ take care my love..........muah

7-29-03

i just started this so please be patient....hehehehe